PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Saturday, May 27, 2006Y
9:07 PM
ok hey bloggerz and blogger alikes...i know i havnt posted any rants in quite a while...coz if u know... i had no mood...ok so i found out that if i was in the school team of basketball my jersey number would be 15 i think---what a wonderfull number!"""*sign*"""kinda sad and upset...welllll.... yesterdae i went out with my 2 best buddies in the world~~ShErEn & ChEyEnNe!!! & some other people.... haha i was a happy person we watched X-men two!!! the movie was quite cool i guess...okie on mondae i have parents teachers meeting...wonder how it will go...nvm.and on tuesday sheren is gonna play netball infront of the principle of QTSS -{Mr.Lau} and the my netball coach, to see whether shes good.if the principle thinks that she can only benifit QTSS with her netball skills she will be acceapted into QUEENSTOWN!!!! so on tuesday determines the fate of SHEREN----and the fate of...ummm nvm (making things right) ;;;;;;;Later im gonna go on a cruise with sheren!!!! its gonna be so fun!!!! but* """sign""""----SO MUCH HOMEWORK!!! so how???signing off --- MeL;;;
Wednesday, May 24, 2006Y
5:17 AM
no mood...no mood....no mood.....no mood...NO MOOD!!! I HATE EVERYTHING!!! IM SAD IM ANGRY N EVERTHING!!! IM FEED UP IM TIRED!!! N EVERTHING!!! IM LOSING CONTROLLL!!!! IM TORN, IM SCAR-ED, IM RIPPED APART!!! IM IN THE HEART OF GREIF AND IM IN A SEA OF MISERY!!! i dunnooooo what to do!!!! i have so many problems on my mind which i cant handle, no one could comfort me or give me advice coz they all got problems of their own!!! im so sad :( only sheren can listen too me...y does the right thing to do feel so wrong? i really dunno what to do...my life is so messed up...todae i paid 10 stinking dollars for a chinese course i dun evn understand!!!! and Mr.ozman wants me to be the Mp for national day wif siti!!! just thinking about it makes me have butterflys in my stomach.i have soo000ooo no mood to write this blog entry...no more tears to cry---MeL---
Tuesday, May 23, 2006Y
7:15 AM
What A HoRrIbLe !!! AnD NoT So HoRrBle Day !!! i got a lot of things on my mind...todae when i arrived at school wif Val and meet up with pei ling, she had so much horrible news to tell me!!! you see the day before i had basketball practise and i didnt go cause i had a netball meeting and besides, my ankle was injured.ok so i didnt go. then pei ling told me that ALL the sec 2 n 3 basketball girls hate me, pei ling and kwey hock<--{i think thats how u spell it} SO MUCH!!! they know that im one of pei ling good friends so they purposly talk bad about me infront of pei ling!!! i couldnt believe it!!! they all were so angry at me because i often do not turn up for practice and i dunno the rules of basketball so they think that the 3 of us will just slow down the rest of them.and sommore they hate the 3 of us because mr imran put pei ling and kwey hock in the school team and that he is offering me to play for the school team... but when matters are like this, i really dunno what to do!!! i wish some1 could show me the right path for me...THIS is my decssion and im not good at making decissons at all..IM SOOOO0000OOO confused!!!.....ok so todae i played for netball {GS position} for the cluster carinval.our netball team played aginst newtown secondary and st. margrets seconday. WELL?? GUESS WHAT?!?! WE TRASHED BOTH SCHOOLS SO BADLY!!! we played against newton who didnt even score once then we played against st.margs and they also didnt even score one goal!!! om gosh .! so we went home that day feeling proud and having a cool new gold trophy. =) but i still dunno what to do abt netball and basketball...netball is my first piroratiy but i still like basketball. i think i wun acceapt.i think i will tell mr imran that i dun wanna go for basketball anymore since IT IS NOT MY CCA.that i wanna to try whether i could handle 2 ball ccas and mix with the ppl as well.but u noe what? whats the point of playing basketball with no teamwork? i will conceterrate on my netball skills more...i guess^""""""but im still not sure....CONFUSED, ---mel---
Monday, May 22, 2006Y
5:26 AM
SuPp people??? ok todae it was such a suky day... 1st-->i missed the bus this morning then i had to take 2 buses n walk a long wayyy....2nd-->when getting off the bustop to school i say my bus{the stupid 186 bus} just PAST!!! = ass man!!!...3rd-->when the the recess bell was abt to ring, i laughed so hard that i hit my already sore head on the table's egde...GOD MAN!!! it was so painfull!!!...4th-->i got so dam irritated by my classmate coz she kept singing chinese songs!!!~so i hit her [just a bit"!] then she kicked my chair so damn hard!!! i was SOOO000OOO furious with her!!!...i remained vry angry for quite some time...5th-->after school when i was chatting wif my netball friend...she asked me a queer question.i had thought about this serious question for quite some time...so i told her what this person was doing to my life...then she told me~"i noticed"~n i thought whhhooaaaa...so obvisous meh?then she told me that what this person did to her life tooo000ooo...then i told her "thats whats happening to me!"~MY GOSH!!! I COULD NOT BELIEVE THAT PERSON WAS LYK THAT!!!---whooooaaaa....6th-->that time i came home and i told my mum about my fantasic grades then she was lykkkk "gooooddd, gooooddd" and went to my sister and starting talking about the nail polish that she bought. n i was lyk "EXXXCCCUUUSSSSEEEE ME??? BUT I WORKED 9+ HRS ON MY GEOG TO GET THESE GRADES!!!,N I PUT SO MUCH EFFORT IN MY ART N IMPROVED SO MUCH ON MY LIT N STUDYED MY BUTT OFF TO GET THESE GRADES!!!-does that mean anything at all to u?? AT ALL!?!!?" ---man i was furious...7th-->my sis talked back to me and i was lykk didnt u fight with me enough yesterdae?i was so angry at my sis yesterdae that i didnt see where i was walking and i tripped and slashed my vain at my ankle there...the skin tore and its swollen and im scared of infection---sometimes i just PURELY HATE HER.damn what a busted day...and with my injurey how in the world am i supposed to play for my netball match tmr??? {carnival~i think} plus todae as usual i was all alone during the netball party as person this life my in.*RUINING*damn furious---mel
Sunday, May 21, 2006Y
12:22 AM
Hi people... todae is such a boring day!!! nothing to do except lay back and go on the computer and ya!!! thats it!!! what like im so bored!!! anywae i have been working on my blog---*working lots*!!!---i have been checking out other peoples blogs as well.but i dun noe how to insert a tag board!!! need to call Valerie and let her explain to me, cause i dunno!!! whhhhaaaa so boring sianzzzz... oh yesterdae when going home from tution my tution friends and me, wait* you see our tution is on the 16th floor and when we went in the lift we pressed all the buttons so the elevaltor would stop at every level-Signing Off~Melina
Friday, May 19, 2006Y
11:23 PM
supp people!!! this is my new blog that me,myself,and I created!!! what a wonderfull name---heyassholes---well im kinda new at this stuff so exxxcccuuuussseee me if my blog is not ever so fantastic.ok what did i do today>>??<<>?<>oh i went for tution haha. what a boring dae. ok currenly im trying to write wdever junk i can think of.ok well im happy bout my mid year results. so far only one B3 n the rest are As.so far my dream is crushed abt getting in one of the top 5 poisitions in the class so my mom will agree to buy me a new handphone (the one i really wanted) coz i lost my pevious one.well caas are coming and im gonna personally die from all the training.Mr Imran asked me whether i wanted to play for the upcoming basketball matches but i dun think i wanna coz later it will disrupt my netball skills which i trained so hard for!!!but i dun wanna dissapoint mr imran so maybe iwill go for it.=( Well yesterdae i had my prefects interview...i guess it went ok.1 good thing was that mdm tan keep smiling at me =) but 1 bad thing was that she called me revengefull...am i??? ok sometimes but not so often!!! but if ppl make me angry o r wadever they would wish they had'nt. any more junk i can write???hmmmm....hmmmm....hmmmm....hmmmm....i really dunno what other junk i wanna write...oh!!!! HI PEOPLE!!!! haha. stupid''.ok well i guess thats it for now...hava nice day!!!!!! =)
signing off ---mel---