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Wednesday, June 28, 2006Y

4:59 AM

sorry people i havnt blogged in quite a long time...hmmm, now im dam tired,stressed,sleeply,aching,having a heavy heart, at a total lost.well thats it for this fuking blog entry. wadever!

could anybody help me?
the world has gotton so compettive that im at a total loss.fuk everybody (N) and everything. i hate it! y couldnt it all be simple lyk last time? so much netball parctise.teachers expecting better from me, mom angry friends feeding me wif probs when i have more (A) my own!!! shiting fuking ppl i hate them all.curse them alll to go to HELL!

fuking shitting asshoollleeeiinnnggg wadever world!
Melina

Wednesday, June 14, 2006Y

3:55 AM

Hi people. quite a long time since i blogged i guess. so well this past few days my mom has been taking me shopping and i got some very rad boots!!! + a lot of converse shoes and more clothes. well im happy with what i got so yea ^=). anywae i cant wait till the curise wif sheren!!! ahhh!!!! im so excited!!!!!!!!!~!~!~!!!~~!!!~~!!~~~!!~~!~!!~! so yea... i guess thats lyk all for now bye bloggers!!!!

in a world of normality,
there might be a spark of magic.
signing out-**MeLL;;

Sunday, June 11, 2006Y

3:19 AM

stayed hommmeeee ALLLLL dayyyy...& yyyeessstterrrddaayyy 222222.....whole day. stayed home....

ANIMAL I HAVE BECOME
I can’t escape this hell
So many times I’ve tried
But I’m still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can’t control myself
Chorus:
So what if you can see
The darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe
It’s not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
This animal, this animal!
I can’t escape myself
So many times I’ve lied
But there’s still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can’t control myself
Chorus
Help me believe
It’s not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can’t control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmareI can’t escape this hell
This animal, this animal, this animal, this animalThis animal, this animal, this animal, this animal
Chorus
Help me believe
It’s not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
This animal I have become

(lyrics) song by Three Days Grace.==>love the song.u bloggers out there must check it out!!! UNFORUNATELY i could'nt find the song it the right format to put on the computer so i could not put it on the pc... :(

in the darkest* of nights,
there will always be a flicker of light*.
sso000OOOooo BoReD...
*MeLL;;

Friday, June 09, 2006Y

4:11 AM

HELLLLLLOOO!!!! im so bored here at home. i stayed home all day today... at least i could catch up on some of my reading :P i just finshed reading a book about wizardary. it was book number 2. now i can move onto book numba 3. guess what?? the ending was SUPERB!!! so UNEXPECTED!!! i LOVE that book ... goshhh...it was so INSTERESTING!!! i cant wait to read book numba 3--->>"high wizardary" whhoooaaa YAY YAY YAY so INTERESTINGGG.... YAY YAY YAY cant wait!!! """waaaaaa aaaaaa aaaaaaa yay yay yay cant waittt!!! anywaay i will be goin to indo on sunday this week but my dad wun be there :( he will be goin overseas for a bussiness tripp....aawwww so sad :( will miss him.but i kinda lyk really wanted to spend time with him during the holis.awww too bad. i guess that will have to wait..i guess he will be arriving soon to the house from indo to catch his plane in singapore. I KNOW!!! i can send himm off...if my mom allo0wwsss i guess....ouuuhhhh i hear my cat outside wanting to get into my home...wait i go open the door for her.ok yea back from opening the door...hi people.so todae was basically a boring day.next week thees no netball practise (: anyway today i have been recovering from training. i guess thats all to blog er something..ba bye bloggerzzzZZZzSSSsss...

through a happy* smile
sometimes u see a torn* soul.
signing off->>MeLL;;;

Thursday, June 08, 2006Y

1:19 AM

hi bloggers!!!! todaeeee....hhmmmm... today is such a tiring day!!! my godddd....our netball coach made us run 18 rounds around the court!!! MY GOSH!!! o sheren came wif me to practise todae [yay(:] and today was the day sheren did 5 crunches!!! haha!!! it was so ridiculous haha. :P okie so most of the middle ball training coach banned me from playing coz i needed to rest {awww so kind!} as i had just recovered from my high fever and was gonna collapse at any moment from the harsh training. so after netball practise i WAS going to dawson was sheren then she suddenly crossed the street and went the opposite direction n i was lyk ''SheRen where are u going???'' then her replie was "dawson there what."i almost fainted. then i said its the totally opposite direction!!! HAHA.haha.stupid. i dun even noe y i blogged that.haha.so people do u lyk my new bloggie skin er what? ha. i took such a long time to actually find a bloggie skin to my liking!!! 1hr something lyk tt. for chooseing such a wonderfull n fantasic bloggie skin!! haha. okie so yea...then sheren came to my tution todae n everything yea...

<*smile(: today>
coz tmr's gonna be worse"
{exhausted but happy:)}
-~;;MeLL*~!

Wednesday, June 07, 2006Y

2:21 AM

yea today i went to serenee center with kelvin and valerie to do our physics project.actually andy and jereme were supposed to go but andy could'nt make it and who knows what happened to jereme.val came abt 1 and ahalf hours late i mean i omgz! coz she had tution yea.so lyk me , val and kelvin were siting there in mcdonals discussing our project and thinking of everything that we could possibly use.so we came up with a few great ideas i guess.tmr i have to attend miss tans tution {my physics teachers tution} which i find quite fun to attend i guess.haha. (:well, val took a taxi home and now my hp is ringing.wait.back.ok now my phone is ringing.wait.back. haha. ok.so nothing much has been happening these few days i guess. sometimes i get so terribly bored at home that i dunno what to do.well theres netball practise tmr..... {do u not see the wonderful pic i decorated today?} it rox!!! ok yea anyway tt pic was taken at mrs sign's farewell...//<<3;;

Eventually as time* flys,
we will get old*.
sgining off wif nothing ta do--MeLL.

Monday, June 05, 2006Y

6:18 AM

hi people!!! sorry i have not ranted for quite a while cause i been having a high fever lately and everything...ok so sheren got into queenstown.yay good fer her.now she has to learn how to handle it.so my fever has caused me to lose 2kg , thats good (: but the pain was unbearably bad, thats bad ): haha. ok. then i dunno whether i should go for netball practise tmmmmrrrr.....as i noe i should stay home as i am still recovering from my fever but i need to go for the practise later coach wil...nvm.(:but staying at home makes me SSSOOOOO000000000OOOOOOoooo RESTLESS!!!! i hate it. so i need something to waste my bound up energy on which is netball (: haha.so maybe i should go... then again...i dunno.hey im bored.

signing off-MeLL...