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Wednesday, November 29, 2006Y
11:47 PM
hmmm...now after readin some stuff...im so excited to go to the U.S !!! ~WOOO hahha will b goin so many places its so hectic! but at least i can actually touch geniue snow! n mann, is tt gonna will cool!hahha will b goin to the biggest disney land in the world!! hell yea n also might b goin divin in florida!!! hahha so cool~WOOO hahha im damn excited mann,hmmm oh as a christmas present ma familys givin me n ma sis a budget each n were gonna stop by in every shoppin centre n shop till we drop, wonder how tts gonna work out- hahha nvm its gonna be so cool ! hahha~ hahha also goin skin in canada ! hahha hahha omgggg will b goin,~~
1.)tokoyo[cause of flight]
2.)seattle
3.)Van cougver
4.)washinton
5.)California[The biggest disneyland in the world!!]
6.)Florida[go divin!! ~WOO]
7.)Canada[go sking!]
8.)n moreee placesss hectic!

hahha so b comin bac real late bout 28th dec i think omg so late mannn hmm..wonder if i can get those adiddas shoes n bag i've been dyin to have in the u.s??? kool hahha weLL, ONE of my friends keeps getting seriously mood swings,i dont even know y i put up wif his bull mann...hiyo weLL just letit go mel hahha ohhh wanted to go out wif him today but i said tt like 4pm its too late olready la how bout tmr and then his mood swingz jus had to kick in....irritatin mannn whaaa000zzz welll 2 more days folks then i will be outta stinkapore! hahha cool.so cya then!
syi-inng outt dudes n dudattes^ hahha peace la-
[MeLL](:
hes yours

2:41 AM
HoLeUp^ Wiad a Minate, boy y ar yah Trippinn liyke dhat?
Cauze yah thixk aif ure LoOkin sO fly,
u'll get Me juezt liyke dhat?
Nnoo Wayy G.


hahha kk WeLLL cr-aP oonly got 3 days left whazaaa00000000.....): hahha gonna mizz all my friends! hahha dayymmnnnn cant believe fer one whole month mann hahha hmmmm..... hahha WeLL right noww im watchin "take the Lead'' hey its nice(: hahha i think im gonna end hera. hahha peace hahha.

signing off-[MeLL](:

2:41 AM
HoLeUp^ Wiad a Minate, boy y ar yah Trippinn liyke dhat?
Cauze yah thixk aif ure LoOkin sO fly,
u'll get Me juezt liyke dhat?
Nnoo Wayy G.


hahha kk WeLLL cr-aP oonly got 3 days left whazaaa00000000.....): hahha gonna mizz all my friends! hahha dayymmnnnn cant believe fer one whole month mann hahha hmmmm..... hahha WeLL right noww im watchin "take the Lead'' hey its nice(: hahha i think im gonna end hera. hahha peace hahha.

signing off-[MeLL](:

Monday, November 27, 2006Y
5:10 AM
hey guys!!!! im back from indo!!! hahha n now i only hav 4 days left till i go to america n canada n stuff fer a whole freakin month!!!! Whhooaaaaaa000000000 ): must dance n spend time with my friends fast!!!!

Wednesday, November 22, 2006Y
5:55 AM
hahaha im blogging twice today ppl!!!! cause im so god damn bored -.- hahahahah funny mann hahaha. ok weLL, hahah yeaterday went out with sheren to go fro an interveiw fer smt then haha so bored we were at far east then walk walk everywhere then i finally bought bubble tea !!!! YAY!!!! (: hahaha bubble(: hahaha ok then weLL wanted to go plaza sing then uhhhh... dun want aee then go to the grand cathay hahaha cause wanted to watch a movie hahaha weLL then wondering whad movie we were to watch n sheren wanted to watch----- " COLIC " hahahahaah lame show! i didnt like it mannnn ggaawwwdddd dun watch it! hahaha some really really far out gross scences hahah n sheren made me go buy the movie tix! colic is an NC16 movie n i got away with it mann! haha cooLL!!! i look 16 ~WOoo cooLLL hahaha n hmmm...sleept at 5am+ yastaday eapp(: hahah in the middle of the night went holland V. hahah cause wanted to top up ma card ahhaha n Y i use prepaid??? i hav no idea mann hahah...then came home went on the com and talked to ppl. weLL hmm.. my mother dearest came bac today ): !!!!! CRrrrrr-APp. n sommore shes forcing me to go to indo tmr!!! AHHHH!!!! i shitty dun wanna go!!!!!!!!!! cause then i would come bac on mon then only got 4 more days b4 going away fer one WHOLE MONTH! far far far [super] far far faraway.....uhhhhhh im so sad): must spend more time with friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!

signing out-[MeLL](:

12:48 AM
wha000 i think its finaLLy OvER!!! dunno whether it should b right this way..haahha whad am i thinking! ~i dunnooo...hmmm...happier? i dunno but now i jus feel like smt is very seriously wrong hmmm smt jusezt missin? wth i dunno00...hmmmm...
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Monday, November 20, 2006Y
5:34 AM
Suddenly I see
Why the hell it means so much to me

signing off-[MeLL](:
~im so sorry...

Sunday, November 19, 2006Y
7:05 AM
hey imm sooo sadd.... ppl im terribly SORRY cause i cant reply ur messages): my phone's outta cashh): SOOOO SOOOORRRYYY i feel terrible):
imm SOOOO sorry ppl can u wait untill tuesday er smt 1st? hah ha laxlaxlax(:

Tuesday, November 14, 2006Y
12:31 AM
GOOGLE SEARCH:
hip hop dance competitons nov 2006

results? none that satifiy me.



One day i might testify, looking very fly, cause b4 the day i die, i wanna touch the sky.

signing off-[MeLL](;

Monday, November 13, 2006Y
1:57 AM
hah ha gt a nw tagboard people!!! hah ha nnnnn' once agiain i have to say gd people welcome! bad people fuk off wunt ya? hah ha enjoy!!! X) hah ha ok ok hhhmmmm...whad has been happening??? weLLLL...hmmmm been thinking lately , abt a hell lotta thingz yea tthats all.hah ha hmmm im super bored ryite now ...... hmmm... guess i'll end here hah ha adiyost! crap theres netball tmr! crap...crap...crap... one day i might actually TestiFy, looking very fly,cause b4 the day i die im gonna touch the sky.

[my mind keeps going round n round]
[playing games on me]
[making me think whad the hell is happening?]

[i wish it would stop kidding me]
[y bout u? among everything]
[thats my biggest matter]
[hmmm.....juezt *confused*]


been think lately....****
signing off ~MeLL

Friday, November 10, 2006Y
11:15 PM
hello people!!! hhahah supp?? this is so COOL okay!!! hahahha im blogging from the inside of the newly-opened grand cathay!!! hahahaha okay well im here with clara right now, so dreched wet by the rain. myyy gooooddd it feels so sucky man! hahha okay nnnn we r gonna watch " step up" !!!! ~WOOOOO FINALLLY!!!! WOOOOO~~!!!! so happy!!!! yay yay yay!!! dance dance dance!!! WOOO~!!!! hahahha i think i will end here hahaha happy hoildays!!! (:

signing off-MeL
-still sick):

4:55 AM
hmmmm...tsk* tsk* tsk....i want that B.E.A.T.I fuLL bag!!! hah ha will b leaving singapore on the 2nd dec whaaaa.... quite happy...then again hmmm... maybe not...hahaah n next years sec 2 goddd actually quite looking forward to it (: hhaahaahah dunno y hmmm maybe thinking bout talentime aggain(: hahhaah ahhh stuck in singapore bored like shit heehee(: whaaa im sick of tution sick of events sick of going out sick of talking on the phone,sick of netball,sick of some of my friends sick of everything man....i dunno what to do whawhawha so sick oh ya n I AM SICK!!!! running a fever,runny nose,cold,sore throat,having a cough..boy this sux big time man ~WOOO. yuky i hate this ...daymnn.....hmmmm.....im soo booooorrreeeedddd but heyy!!!! i wanna watch step up!!! YAY hahaha(:

Monday, November 06, 2006Y
8:58 AM
hey -----, i really don't know what to say anymore, i wasn't the one who said all that, it really was not me. your reaction to that was wow...but i guess expected. at least i tried to make u understand...but i wouldn't write your name on my blog...hey,but i can't cry over spilled milk. there are some things that u just don't know and would never come to understand, thats why i'm not gonna fuss about it. and if you don't want me to see or speak to ur one beloved again -wish granted. let's end this. i understand that he's your boyfriend and u would never believe if i said that i did those things only out of friendship.

and weLL NO, i do not feel that way bout love but maybe my friend does.cause love is jus a magical feeling people get which can make or break ya heart. n so for my case,everythings broken...i have to try2 understand n give everything up.

n from ur position,i give u all the right to be angry with me:hate me to the core.n i noe from ur view even if i tried to explian,they would just all be excuses to u...so i dont see whads the use in explaining anymore.its alright if u hate me,i dont blame u neither do i hate u,cause i understand n would feel the same way.n i dont wanna start a bitch fight so....since ure older,wiser n ure my senior,i only can do one thing n thats to listen.ok well now im gonna listen,n ask,whad do u want me to do? if u dont think its good,or u dont like me being friends with ur guy,then fine,i will take it n will stop i guess...cause thats the only thing i can do...so its all up to u, whad do u want me to do?

the grey colours of the sky

another whole friendship wasted away...
signing off~
MeL


Saturday, November 04, 2006Y
7:26 AM
WOW thats hArSh
HMMMM.....KIDO HUH? well ure not so mature yourself huh? Y DO U EVEN let other ppl say what u wanna say?HHHMMM?

i would feel bad if i were u as i would feel that my sis wus USING ME to say waed the hell she wanted to say. hmmm ....n u said tt u hated those type of girlfriends who like domenated themselves over the guys? control freaks? u hate tt right? so dont become one. cause in my shoes u R like a bit trying to control his life by controling his circle of friends. N Y DO U BOTH ONLY PICK ON ME??? HE HAS other friends tt r girls too right? SO Y THEN? ONLY ME? huuuhhhh? tt i want answered. immediately.n i thought that u trusted him. trusted him alot, to know tt he would never be bad to u.cause he loves u a lot.

ohhh my friend wanted to tell u whats below fer so long... n i swear i did not write this crap cause im nt so this bad n i dun have so much experience.....SORRY

[censored]

ok i didnt want 2 put tt down at all....i swear i didnt write tt cause im not so experienced n smart mann ohma my friend is way mean.... god n if i were to erase what ma fren wrote then she would glady smack me on the back of ma head she said.im SORRYYYY,,,,... but she would really kick ma ass if i took it down..

Friday, November 03, 2006Y
4:15 AM
Lady SoVerEign-[yea she rocks man!]
So everybody's entitled to opinions,
I open my mouth and sh** I got millions.
Go on then, come on support,
I'm English, try and deport me.

Now I dont really give a....Ugh!
I'm late for my shepherd's pie
Like a high maintenance chick missin' her diamonds.

Love me or hate me, its still an obsession.
Love me or hate me, that is the question.
If you love me then Thank you!
If you hate me then fuck you!

here er dea lyrics yea,

wha kks,heres ma next ans; to ya.(below)

hhhmmm...every1 is entiled to their own opinions...sooo hmmm... i dunno whether to take tt as good or bad , insult or not insult..hhhmmm...i dunno....ok well here i have to say...i cant not tell u so hhmmm,...here....
ok n nah i dont consider u that type though...every relationship needs to have trust yea? if im ntwrong...so jus thought tt u would b vry sure tt he was ures, so i didnt think tt u would need to go through worrying er anything cause i thought u knew he was urs n i know tt too....since b4 ummm yaya i already knew that both of u gt bac 2gthear,but wow i would never imagine interferring cause im so not though type of ppl (n i hate those type man they r suckerz yea)
but i thought no harm in being friends with him could maybe affect so much? hmmm weLL sorry.so yea. but sometimes i accidentally put u outta mind well which was hell wrong yea sorry but time 2 time of cause i thought bout u, i had too,duh.hmmm...n u could ask all my friends i jus tried to let everything go cause i believed tt u were a good person n i believed as the one he 1st fell for [b 4tunate(: ] hahah he was sure to be in good hands i believe . so yea there itiz hahaha. n as fer the mocking , continue,n go ahead weLL its only naturall haha what can i do?

but jus please u also have to understand me as i cant possibly cage my whole heart n try to control something uncontrollable over with the mind. its just not possible, n even if i wanted too. no cage is tt strong. n i think u know tt. weLL hahha were jus cool friends n nothing more so dun fret! cause i still know tt hes ures hahah.

Thursday, November 02, 2006Y
7:46 AM
Love er hate me, its still an obbession,
Love me er hate me that is the Question
If you Love me, Thank you,
If you Hate me,then Fuck you.

hhahaahahah.end.hahahaha.

things r going whacked nowadays.n fuk my P-sch princibel hahhaha.

signing off-MeL