PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Friday, September 29, 2006Y
3:16 AM
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>just dance dudes! n dude^ates! ~just dance as if no ones there.
okie today there just a compo paper n ommmmggggg i wrote about that i killed my father. cool man! it was a cool compo! totally rockin wif vocabs! i guess it was okie! i would write more but im off to go danc3e!!! ~ beh bye !!!
Wednesday, September 27, 2006Y
4:22 AM
hiya people! okie so far i had ma oral yastadae!!!! ommmggggg... OMMGGG....oommgggg... but i was feeling kinda luck y on tt day (: hah ha.kk.on with the story... b4 oral i was lyk in the classroom waiting for my tuurrnnnn...then i pumped up ma mp3 volume up ^^^^^^^ then i couldnt help it but satrted dancing around the klazz! hah ha! so fun!!! (: anyway ! i was moti vated 2 dance!! ; all cause of SOMEBODY :D okie then ppl were giving me vry werid n strange looks. hah ha. then when i went fer oral my examiner was mr .ozzi man! cool! he said i was vain btw. . . i dun lyk tt . . . cause for the convo he asked " would u ever consider a career as a stage performer or actor?" -stm liddat.then i was talking n talking then came the part i was ranting on abt actingg..." of course i would lyk to act!!! in da movies!! so i can see my bueatifull face in the movies!!! n on tv!! (: " n then i laughed. then he said i was vain-.- i didnt lyk tt! i was an angry person okie! hah ha (; but of course he was jus joking. the only part i am scared abput my oral marks is tt he will deduct A LOT of marks cause i think tt i was too relaxed already. hah ha.i didnt notice of course. my friends told me. then when i kinda think about it ...yeeeaaaa they wwere right!!! i was lyk sitting lyk nobodys business n shakeing my legs like i didnt care ! hah ha! i feel bad now!!! hah ha (: oh they also said i was lyk laughing as well n so was mr. ozzi man! hah ha okie yea ...okay today!!!! i got a really reallly REALLY bad urge to drink {seasons}APPLE ICE TEA(: todae . hah ha! i drank 3 packets. hah ha okie yeah... during recess i found out a new dance move!~WOOOO~ man, was i freaking happy! (: okie then mr wan scolded me lyk shit today. wah lau way! then he stare at me lyuk what u know! n i stare att himmm baccc.... then afterwards andy told me we both vry scary he stare at me lyk shit then i stare back at him with loathe in my eyes man!!!! that was so cool!!! i didnt noe actually then ppl started asking me " MEL ,R U OK?" hah ha! i started laughing man!...hah ha ..kkkkk tts all fer today. (:
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Saturday, September 23, 2006Y
3:25 AM
i only got one thing to say...MURTABAK ISA BITCH!!!
hah ha. and me & val is gonna eat that bitch agian!!! hah ha! OH!! rmb faithfull readers! THERE ARE evil spiders luking everywhere...keep ur EYES open . (n rmb to buy a deoderant spray n lighter!) u can never be too carefulllllLLLLllll.......
signing out mel (:
i will burn all the papers that i wrote it on, i will srub my hand till it bleeds, to get it off, i would do anything to make it stopp. but sometimes it jus pains me inside, to know that everytime you walk by, i see her by urside. altough sometimes it just kills me to know, i know that ur with her, but ure happy, and thats just enough for me, to live my life on. but im sorry, i still cant stopp, loving u the way i do. . .. but im glad were friends (: -cause if we wer'nt i would'nt know what to do.
~2731=1=^9
Thursday, September 21, 2006Y
3:54 AM
ure the light of my life,ure my star in the darkest of nights,
to the most deadliest view,
i wish u were mine,
but u would never be,
and i have to live life on,
without u,
at least u r happy,
so that makes me too.
~2731=1=^39
A BIG THANKZ 2 those beautifull people who gang-raped me tt day! thanks shu! for holding my arms down! thanks PL! for hold my another arm down! N A BIG THANKS 2 SHEREN! for opeing all my ... ahem...ahem... u evil ppl!...... hah ha! i will get u back sommday! ohhhh!!!! n u ppl will get it twice as worse as me man!
its so cool to make eddie jealous baby! ~WOOO~hah ha . no lah im not so evil. hah ha. ouuhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TODAY!!!! ,,,,, we went to the gurls toilet to kill a huge bloody-ass spider ! baby! hah ha. the day b4 me n sheren went out to buy a nice-smelling spray (very flammable :caution!) and a lighter!!! hah ha! we tryed to kill the spider with the burning flames of doooommmmm!!! hah ha. tt was so funn! what a scary spider! (EEEWWWWWwww) hah ha but it survived!!! -to our misfortune......nvm.then after school we went to a diff gurls toilet at the canteen and roasted some poor ants!!! muaahahahah! tt was so cool! -but i feel sry for them...
nvm! (;
it was fun.
i will burn all the papers that i wrote it on,
i will srub my hand till it bleeds, to get it off,
i would do anything to make it stopp.
but sometimes it jus pains me inside,
to know that everytime you walk by,
i see her by urside.
altough sometimes it just kills me to know,
i know that ur with her,
but ure happy,
and thats just enough for me,
to live my life on.
but im sorry,
i still cant stopp,
loving u the way i do.
.
..
but im glad were friends (:
-cause if we wer'nt i would'nt know what to do.
~2731=1=^9
Sunday, September 17, 2006Y
3:33 AM
okie supp^ people!?!? examsss soooo near i could just lyk touch the papers already..........
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and throw them in the trash!!!- hah ha
-i wish.....comeon teacherez keep pushinng us lyk shit in sckool! n all fer wat??? bloddy exams!!! *tisk*tisk......................im booooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeedddddddddddddd..... but i still dunno how they both know!!!!
COme ON!!!!! it wasnt obvisios at all though... ha ha as long as the *beautifull view* stays happy with his sweetheart i should be happy too! (: tts right. okay im bored nothing else to wrrittteee.......
he messaged me!!!!! i was so happy i was sreaming alll over the place!!!!!!!!!(details in the message r not to be told!) -but to me it was still gooooodddddddddddddddddddd!!!!!
SOMETIMES thingz take a turn 4 the worse or,
better(:-mel
Friday, September 15, 2006Y
3:51 AM
how do u know? i was so shocked wen u said it. and his best friend.my gosh.r u gonna tell him? but actually i did not give an ans , all i said was ''what do u think?'' its not a "yes" or "no" . but how do U both know??? i only told selected people my secret. well i guess maybe the sec 4 told. nvm. maybe its right he should know..... hmmmmm....kkkk i was playing with vals hp today and i heard a person say something dam shocking tt i looked up^didnt think he knew!.!.!.! aiya who cares eventually tt would happen . okay today its lyk after school we went to the furthest satircase at the school and the gang and some other people were all discussing ghost stories...woooooo~ some were scary sia.... especally chu's one. my god. oh clara one was spooky too...ahhhhhhh scary man.then at least got ssome people walk up and down the stairs . . . so i guess it was ok. anywya it was so fun scary ourselves half ta death!!! ko0oilL man! !! ha ha. yea but what u said is true. i was wonderding abt that question. "where was he ah?" i olso dunno too bad ): ha ha
SUPP^ people... haha yastadae i had netball practice n i was lyk pushing maself " run" "run" "run!" ha ha. had to run 15 roundes-killer man. but what val said ha ha! i repeated what she said to me out loud , and i got motivation and sprinted a few rounds! ha ha it was so cool baby ! i didnt know tt smt lyk tt would work! ha ha. ok yea exams appoarching, crap man... not in the mood to study ! actually im not anyway haha.
SOMeTIMES we just depend on hope,
and leave fate to settle the rest,
when theres nothing we can do left.
chiillin off-mel
Wednesday, September 13, 2006Y
7:49 AM
im a sad person right now. i jest took a minute to read a schoolmate's blog, and i got dreadfullly sad..........................................................................................................
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great now i becoming lyk andy telling every1 tt im sad...........................
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it was so sad what he wrote on the blog, but it just shows that the beautifull view...or 1st best person in the world......(haha not U val or U sheren ha ha) u loosas are 2nd best ha ha (; so the person is actually a good person tthat would lyk to change for his own sweetheart.its vry sad 4 me actually. as i cant do anything at all!!!! and the beautiful view wont be at school anymore nxt yer.so im dreadfully sad. but i will move on.....................................................
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.........................could i move on?
.............would i even try?
.......is it worth it to hang on?
...................hoping something tt would never happen , would?
...........nothing would ever come out of it
............................so y even try?
...........would i give it all away?
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-yea right.
if this situation is so hard to get into, and its vry rare and hard 4 me to get into the situtation, y give up? when i actually for once look forward to being at school, for hope to catch tt beautiful glimpse
SOMETHINGS are never meant 2 BE.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006Y
3:03 AM
yah yah, everything olso same same...aiya.......got nothing to write nothing to do..........i wish i was in school and the bell rung!!! school over!!!! then i go downstairs to canteen.... then juz stay there and admire the view* too bad my house doesnt have a beautiful view*...): ..... val, shere,ct u all noe what im thinking..ha ha...(;... cool man! im actually known as a fan on a persons blog!!! cool sia. first time (;...hhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmm mmm mmmmmmmm
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i so miss the view* nevermind! cool i will be going to sunway lagoon during this holi day! oh yesterdae i jus fought with my mom ... omg was i so dam fuking mad.... i tore the paper in my hand and crampled them tt was sooo000oo cool man!!! but the fight was totally uncool dudes...no no no....i mmmmmmmmmmmmmm bbbooorrreeedddd......vry bored....
signing our~mel
u will never know who u r,
until some1 finds it.