PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Friday, August 25, 2006Y
6:09 AM
Turn it inside out so I can see The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're never there
But when I sleep you're everywhere
You're everywhere
Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look you're never there
And every time I sleep you're always there
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything
I know that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that you might not be real I sense it now,
the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me
'Cause you're everywhere to me And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I am not alone
Whoa, oh, oooh, oh
And when I touch your hand It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go I always feel you so
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know that makes me believe I'm not alone
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath it's you I breathe
You're everything I know that makes me believe I'm not alone
You're in everyone I see So tell me
Do you see me?
-Michelle Branch-Everywhere
~do u see me? do u even notice me? i might have actually fallen...
i hate it but i cant stop...
its addicting ... iits tearing me...
do i?
for u?
please nooo...
i hope not...
but im still confused...
Saturday, August 19, 2006Y
9:54 PM
okie tt is actually syahidah's photo tts y got a lot of her.ha haiz but they r still pictures!!! (:
hey ppl!!!!!!!!!! omg !! omg!!! OMG!!!!!OMG!!!!!!oh my god!!!! im so here to rant about the nigght-which was yeasterdeay yeasterdae which was the Queenstown 50th Annavisery!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was so rad n not too metion awesom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the hardest part of it was thow to get the ticket so i could go.at first PL had an extra ticket and was willing to give me it (for u outsiders the ticket cost 60 bucks) so i took it but had to sit with her family (which was not dressing up) and me (which was dressing up for the special ocassion) so yea i was a bit bumbed. as u all should noe that i seriously have no guts to dress up if it wer'nt for my friends - (sheren n val) who were. so i was a bit sad :( hmmm.... but so very 4tunate that i actually was going!!! so right on the specail day sheren got tickets!!!!! EXTRA TICKEtS!!! she gave one to me!!!! {PL's ticket went o shao} and the other extra ticket sheren n me went on debating who it shall be given too. we finally decided tt it shall be given to...the one and only kelvin !!!! [of course frm qtss] so yea , i went home [boy this is gonna be a long rant] and told my mom of the switching of tickets, and guess what??? she didnt allow me to go!!!! so i said to her "AT LEAST I TOLD U RIGHT!!!" and went off crying to my room. (she actually in the first place allowed me to go with PL's ticket cause then i would be sitting with her family {cause she thought it was a family thingy}) so off i went crying into my room... and after a while she went ino my room and talked and talked n finally i got the prvillaged to go ,as she actually called sherens parents (*holy crap!!!) okie so i gave sheren a call then started geeting ready !!!(i was SO EXICITEDDDD!!!!!!) ~WOOOOO i could go!!!! yea so i took about an hour doing my hair (i already bathed of course!) which made kelvin downstairs my house waiting 4 such a long time (sorry kel!!) so after tt i went to sherens house and actually changed into my clothes whitch i was gonna wear to the event, it was lyk a very nice top and a flowy skirt [some parts were long and some short) which was all b;lack of course and a belt and a necklace and some ther assceisorries[ my fingers are dam tired ] okie so i went to kelvin and sheren debating whether i should wear my black boots or not. (if not i would have to wear my converse tt would look wrong with what i was wearing) so i had absoully no guts to wear my boots so i wore my converse and had no time to do my make-up (i waasss soooooo saaaaddd!!!) and we went to the neptune which sherens dad drove us to in a very stylo car then we met up with val and jereme outside the place and jereme actually thought i was my sis cause i looked different. (kool!! he he) so we waited for PL but she we wnt up first. ok let me just say that sherman looked so coool!!!!!!!! and gothic!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG !!!!!!! (oh n my sis didnt come though) and jeffery looked so FINE!!! WOOOOO!!!! okie everybody was looked their best tthat day!!!!!!!! when i went there i regreeted immediately tt i didnt wear my boots and make-up. so yea. sur prisly so many ppl wore dresses!!! and a lot actually (most) thought i was wearing a dresss too. so yea we watched the concert and ate ( there were 8 dishes) in total. n we tooook soooo many photooooooosssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was so kool!!!!!!!!!! oh yea we made fun of val n tj it was fun haha!!!!! n made fun of some other ppl!!!!!!!!!! wha some of the sec 5s n 4s wanted to take pictures with me!!! it was so cool!! n with val n sheren too. i was so happy tt a hell lot of my friends said tt i looked vry chio and great!!! whooaaa i was happy dude as i took so long to dress!!! oh sheren n val looked great too (: (tj was practically drooling and not too mention stared widely with mouth dropped when he saw valley!!!!!! cool man!!!!!!!!!!! btw the most gorgesous girl ther was jack frm sec 4d. the night was so awesom!!!!!!!!!!!!! and finally at the end i reached home at abt 12.30 past midnight. yesterday yesterday was just the best night ever!!! the guys looked SSOOOO HOT!!! and the girls absoullutely devine n gorgesgous! !!! i loved it (:
im loving it!! - mel
it was the best night ever!!!
Friday, August 04, 2006Y
4:18 AM
a TRUE friend-.is honest.
.is truthfull.
.is loyal.
.some1 u can relie on.
.will always be by urside.
.is kind.
.will care for u as much as they care about themself.
.is helpfull.
.is pure.
.sure there will be some fights, but its experience and just makes the friendship stronger.
.will tell u her/his problems.
.will never leave u 4 some1 else.
.will think of others.
.will treat u seriously.
.never takes control over u.
.listens to other peoples problems just as u listen to hers/his.
.will never be embarrassed to go with you.
.will stand up for others.
.will never take advantage of people.
.very generious.
is very considerate.
.will stick with u still times end.
.who is willing to risk something for u.
.will LOVE u for who u are.
just ask urself now, R U A TRUE FRIEND???
~too bad there is nobody in the world who is lyk that, but i have found 2 people who almost are are. i have beenfooled many times, but now i know what counts. and i will try to be a true friend, cause i know what matters. unlike some people. well i need more experirence to a true friend.well at this rate, its gonna be quite soon. but being a true friend,also has its bad points, i would get hurt vry vry easily, tts wy mayb im so not up to it. at least i have i dare to say 76 percent of that circetia i hope!!!!
KEEP UR DREAMS~