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omgosh! theres a netball match tmr! n cm3 presentation n also history test! oh crap!
Labels: busybusybusy
it has gone dry,
without a sight,a view a word..
n the way u.. nvm.
ur a different person.
an almost totally different person.
so what?maybe u dont care?
hahha then i will not either((:
ur too different for me.
i guess...
I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but
I can't move I can't look away
I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all Before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why
I've waited so long
Looking back I realize It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here
nice song yea?
Labels: toodifferent
number one,
its my money and i should b able to do what i want with it.we shouldnt fight over a silly matter liddhis.
number two.
ur so cute ur smile,
makes me melt inside,
ur laughs n jokiness,
always brights up my day((:
i did not copy u oh! hahha
YAYAY cant wait till Val's b day! i hope i can get tt B.E.U.Tifull dress((: yay oh yah hey [....] u still if u want ur bandana get it frm me! esle i'll keep it((: hahha
night(:
Labels: getitfrmm3pls
n i got one,
then it came to me,
i knew it was there,as strong as ever,
but it felt like it wasnt,but forever?
i dunno but itstillremains there inmaheart,
butwhichiwaswinning?
maheartor mamind?
let the music take me away((:
i ccant believe it hahha imma gonan save all my $$ k and get thouse silver or black n white AF's yea.. also finally! yay im so happy my mom allowed me to take up hamza n o'schools classes woot happy happy happy, krumpin n whacking here i come woo~! hahha hmm... better work hard all my grades are droppin from lyke A1 & A2's ta failing shit i need h3lp mann hahha im gonna study pay attention n work hard ... hahha but of course to me PPr's are nothing its the mid years n end years that count hahha. well so gonna study hards,workhard,shophard,& dancehard hahah kk. usally i dont practice at home though hahah only at classes hahah kk cause i hate ta sweat yea hahah ((: peace ya'all fer noww((:
ROCK HARDCORE
Labels: hardcore
homework piling up,
probems i need to face,
confused just very confused...
bu sometimes somethings just make me feel happy again((:
and then m back to reality n life..
n back with even more confusion???
happy happy happy
but really am i??
or
just confused???
twisting myself into a very werid fake reality of fantasy just to keep myself going on?
cause the truth is too much for me to handle?
i have no iddeeeaaaa
or am i actuallyok?
YAY tmr ang baos!!! from lilings party yayyayyay hopefully ang baos for me !! yay yay yay happy happy happy woo~ screw the music system on this com! its broken mann! YUK gotto wear skinkin white tmr! hahahaha well ok guys hey! HAPPY CNY k??!!!! enjoy urselfs! well i gotto do loads of hw n aomehow find a place in my house to practise dance without my family members there.hahah well check u'all later k!
(:night
Labels: confused
Labels: crowns((:
i really didnt know whether i loved u,
whether it was a truth to reality,
or merely a basic lie to cover up my fears of loosing u again.
to face the simplicity of life that i could not see u no more.
At that priecing moment when both of our words met,
my mind swriled into a bundle of painfull yet joyfull memories.
a sea of thouseand thoughts pulling me away me from my heart,
but just then,
i realised in my heart that i just yet couldnt let go of what u meaned to me,
so i glanced back of what i left behind,
torn between two worlds,
n i saw u standing there..
n i saw a happiness that was never there,
i knew i had u, in myheart, in me,
i could never be sad,cause i knew at least u were happy,
it was enough to satisfy my need to live.
Thank you for showing what brightness means to me.
a true feeling that i've never felt before (:
Thankyou.
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
The world is such a beautiful place sometimes(:
at least for 2 0r 3 days then i'll b sad again):
u tried n lived n u but just can fight the feelin inside,u know it, n i can see it in ur eyes,
as smooth as a mother,i can feel it in the beat.
<<<<<<<<<<<3333333
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!
WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
my life is back again mann!!!! the world is so beautifull(:
but only for 2 or 3 days that is then i'll b sad agian):
[waiting since day 1]
[n now still..]
[waitting..]
[theres no meaning..]
[to life right now..]
[anymore..]
till april then...
r u really him?
or have i been dilussional?
at/least/i/will/try/cause/i/need/u/back../to/movitivate/me/n/to/teach/me/once/again/to/not/let/go/of/my/dreams..