PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Monday, July 03, 2006Y
4:02 AM
hi people!!! i feel sooo000OOO0000ooooo much better!!! actually todae val,clara,pei ling,siti,sq,shamane(i think) were supposed to go to escape but ... unfortunately...nope. pei ling n clara's mom didnt alllow them, shammane i think forgot abt it,sq was grounded and we lost contact wif siti and syahidah... so whos left? me n valll....then we didnt wanna go out cause not fun!!! we need at LEAST 4-5 or so people.if not its lyk sOOOOO boring...too bad.instead i went wif my family go to the maradian to eat some food then went wif my dad to go buy some art supplys.HEY !!!! so happy!!! :) got some really rad markers!!! and some cool other stuff.hey still terribly dissapointed abt what C said abt me...''HOw could she ever do such a thing??;;;'' n i KNOW that this isnt the first time"".. :( i cant believe that i even thought she was my friend.she hurt me so much u know... as i said ;; i was DEAD wrong. hey but i feel kinda better after val TRIED to comfort me.n most of all i keept brusting out laughing cause she keept complaining to me abt ''how she lost her poor dear EYEY!'' HA HA HAHA so dam ridiculous ah. HAHAHA haha*tear(it was soo00OOOooo funny!) shes such a gd person and such a loser! (: ;;and C if u keep thinking that i have NEW best friends maybe its because they just treat me like a friend-some1 i can relie on , some1 i can count on, and some1 i can TRUST. but i will not call them my best friends cause they aren't.friendships need more TIME to flourish. and i thought u of all people would know and understand that.having loads of mixed feelings--melina
i would never forget abt the both of u,
but maybe u just keep giving me reasons to WANT TO.
