and weLL NO, i do not feel that way bout love but maybe my friend does.cause love is jus a magical feeling people get which can make or break ya heart. n so for my case,everythings broken...i have to try2 understand n give everything up.

n from ur position,i give u all the right to be angry with me:hate me to the core.n i noe from ur view even if i tried to explian,they would just all be excuses to u...so i dont see whads the use in explaining anymore.its alright if u hate me,i dont blame u neither do i hate u,cause i understand n would feel the same way.n i dont wanna start a bitch fight so....since ure older,wiser n ure my senior,i only can do one thing n thats to listen.ok well now im gonna listen,n ask,whad do u want me to do? if u dont think its good,or u dont like me being friends with ur guy,then fine,i will take it n will stop i guess...cause thats the only thing i can do...so its all up to u, whad do u want me to do?

the grey colours of the sky

another whole friendship wasted away...
signing off~
MeL