
i really didnt know whether i loved u,
whether it was a truth to reality,
or merely a basic lie to cover up my fears of loosing u again.
to face the simplicity of life that i could not see u no more.
At that priecing moment when both of our words met,
my mind swriled into a bundle of painfull yet joyfull memories.
a sea of thouseand thoughts pulling me away me from my heart,
but just then,
i realised in my heart that i just yet couldnt let go of what u meaned to me,
so i glanced back of what i left behind,
torn between two worlds,
n i saw u standing there..
n i saw a happiness that was never there,
i knew i had u, in myheart, in me,
i could never be sad,cause i knew at least u were happy,
it was enough to satisfy my need to live.
Thank you for showing what brightness means to me.
a true feeling that i've never felt before (:
Thankyou.