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Tuesday, August 07, 2007Y
4:37 AM
i saw this girl,
sitting alone in a dark corner.
she wore all black,
and seemed crying,
to my back.
she sung a sad song,
a song of,
friends,family,and love.
she seemed all depressed,
i could feel it from above.
it was all around her,
the aura of sadness.
O,i wish i could have helped her,
to prevent her tears.
but she sung this song,
a specail song of death.

"O, i wish my family could know,
to know of all i've been through,
through pain,sadness,happiness & joy,
through a life lead full of emptyness.
O i wish my lover could know,
how sorry i am to him,
to betray my word,to hurt myself,
to cut, and bleed,
it never stops,
and these tears that have not an end.
O i wish my friends could know,
how torn i feel inside,
how much pain they have caused me,
only to laugh at the end.
how much different i feel,
secretly hating them inside,
through all of this i know i've been living a lie.
O how i envy i could be like them,
happy and full of bliss.
But i know i only can end this,
in the only way i know of,
which is death."

What a song to hear to my ears,
from above,
a sinfull,tragic song,
i wished i could help that girl,
as i saw her end.
i hoped that she went to a happy place,
a place where i belong,
a place full of joy and happiness,
a place that she longed.

i saw thisgirl only once more,
full of joy and laughnig,
laughing at a picture,
a picture inherhands.
so i took a look closer,
only to find what i least expected.
all her friends,
were dead,
and neverto be mended.

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